Malam semalam tiba-tiba terdetik hati dan terpikir, apa yang dah terjadi dengan blog ini agaknye..
it's been a while since my last post somewhere in July 2008.... what a longggg break from this blogging world .... *sigh*
i'd left out this blog for quite some times... and its really hard for me to start blogging again...
Anyway, there's a lot of things i would like to update/share it here... but then.. when i'm thinking back.. should i or should i not to share those things in here...
A lots of things happened over the time... a lots of stories to tell... and yet i still dont have any courage to spell it out in "text" forms.... malas giler nak menaip...
right now.... i'm in dilemma... need to go for friday prayer first..
till next time...
Friday, March 20, 2009
Friday, May 16, 2008
Short Updates..
huwarggghhh!!
finally, i can update this blog tho it's just for a short post.. i'm fully occupied with my office chores lately as the First Session, for the 12th Parliamentary Meeting was convened till end of this month.. so, there's a lot of ad-hoc and immediate plus first priority task need to be done a.s.a.p.
at this moment, my lappie clock was 3.06am and im still awake and finishing my job... what a hectic life...
basically my schedule for this month and next month mostly full....with all the regular local meeting, international meeting/conference plus retreat session.. my personal life management was totally sucks!! i was complaint that i'm no longer being attentive and not listening to someone else anymore... i'm really sorry for all the mis-behaviour that i've done lately but truthfully, it was not my intention to ignore and neglecting you.... i'm not sure how far can someone bear with me with my jobs and responsibility has becoming larger and bigger lately.. i do hope she could understand my nature of job.. i work and serve for the nation.. and if i have to work around the clock.. i have no choice... coz "they" pay my monthly salary and i had to make sure that every policy that we tend to propose or decide, it must beneficial to all... not only for specific ppl or for some reason only....
just to summarize, beside my regular meeting and ad-hoc meeting...
this week and next week most of my time devoted for parliamentary session..coz ade sesi penggulungan perbahasan..
next week pulak, sibuk attending all this WCIT 2008 thingy pulak for the whole week...
end of this month, retreat for finalizing the regulations that we've worked for about a few weeks before..and i supposed to attend some workshop in Singapore this end of May..but i refused to go and pass it over to my colleague.. need to give her some exposure on international matters..
then at the same time, i'm suppose to follow for this forum at Maldives, and yet i refused again atas alasan im doing my final preparation for big day.. hahaha
then next month, i have this training course at Seoul, Korea and again i refused to go and ask my boss to send my new colleague to attend for that course...
then got some meeting @ Peru also have to pass it over someone else and asking someone else to replace..
and end of june till early july, i'm supposed to go to Geneva again for finalizing the final draf amendment for one international regulations and again, i have to pass it over my colleague to continue..coz it clash with my big day...
and now my boss dah start sindir2...everything comes especially for international thingy... i have to put a halt for a while... sampai i reminding my boss i'll be only available for any international thingy starting mid of august... hehehe ..so my dear boss, after august if u want to send me up to north pole skali pun ...i will boss... dont complaint lor... ok!!! i will go for full blast again after august yerr... :)
finally, i can update this blog tho it's just for a short post.. i'm fully occupied with my office chores lately as the First Session, for the 12th Parliamentary Meeting was convened till end of this month.. so, there's a lot of ad-hoc and immediate plus first priority task need to be done a.s.a.p.
at this moment, my lappie clock was 3.06am and im still awake and finishing my job... what a hectic life...
basically my schedule for this month and next month mostly full....with all the regular local meeting, international meeting/conference plus retreat session.. my personal life management was totally sucks!! i was complaint that i'm no longer being attentive and not listening to someone else anymore... i'm really sorry for all the mis-behaviour that i've done lately but truthfully, it was not my intention to ignore and neglecting you.... i'm not sure how far can someone bear with me with my jobs and responsibility has becoming larger and bigger lately.. i do hope she could understand my nature of job.. i work and serve for the nation.. and if i have to work around the clock.. i have no choice... coz "they" pay my monthly salary and i had to make sure that every policy that we tend to propose or decide, it must beneficial to all... not only for specific ppl or for some reason only....
just to summarize, beside my regular meeting and ad-hoc meeting...
this week and next week most of my time devoted for parliamentary session..coz ade sesi penggulungan perbahasan..
next week pulak, sibuk attending all this WCIT 2008 thingy pulak for the whole week...
end of this month, retreat for finalizing the regulations that we've worked for about a few weeks before..and i supposed to attend some workshop in Singapore this end of May..but i refused to go and pass it over to my colleague.. need to give her some exposure on international matters..
then at the same time, i'm suppose to follow for this forum at Maldives, and yet i refused again atas alasan im doing my final preparation for big day.. hahaha
then next month, i have this training course at Seoul, Korea and again i refused to go and ask my boss to send my new colleague to attend for that course...
then got some meeting @ Peru also have to pass it over someone else and asking someone else to replace..
and end of june till early july, i'm supposed to go to Geneva again for finalizing the final draf amendment for one international regulations and again, i have to pass it over my colleague to continue..coz it clash with my big day...
and now my boss dah start sindir2...everything comes especially for international thingy... i have to put a halt for a while... sampai i reminding my boss i'll be only available for any international thingy starting mid of august... hehehe ..so my dear boss, after august if u want to send me up to north pole skali pun ...i will boss... dont complaint lor... ok!!! i will go for full blast again after august yerr... :)
Monday, May 12, 2008
Between Good and Bad
we always have 2 options in our life.. either it's good or bad.. but we always tend to choose the bad option instead..
even tho we did knew that it can caused bad effect to our health.. but still we choose the bad option..
the question is why? why it's still happened? is it because you dont even care about your life anymore? or you're just being disappointed?*sigh*
we can't satisfied everyone's need and be someone perfect... we have our own flaws.. but i guess, i have too much flaws lately which is consider as unacceptable by someone else...
it gives me a second thought, either i should or i shouldn't? ... i'm lost and sinking in the ocean of love and life....which one should prevail? ...again *sigh*
even tho we did knew that it can caused bad effect to our health.. but still we choose the bad option..
the question is why? why it's still happened? is it because you dont even care about your life anymore? or you're just being disappointed?*sigh*
we can't satisfied everyone's need and be someone perfect... we have our own flaws.. but i guess, i have too much flaws lately which is consider as unacceptable by someone else...
it gives me a second thought, either i should or i shouldn't? ... i'm lost and sinking in the ocean of love and life....which one should prevail? ...again *sigh*
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