::26-04-05::
It's been a long time since my last entry. I'm fully occupied. As at 5.56pm, fyi i haven't take my lunch yet because i'm too tight with my job.Leaving the office for about 4 days since last thursday really makes my life more miserable. That gives a reason why i rarely take a long break/holiday..*sigh*
Today is my dad 56th birthday. Happy Birthday DaD. May God bless you always.. Love ya so much daddy!!.. Received a sms from him today makes me feel blessed and almost cry that i had a father like him. I'm so thankful to have a such wonderful dad like him.He had teached me a lots of thing about life. He always be my mentor.
I do remember during my childhood day, i am always afraid to speak with him. Everytime he comes across my sight, i'll always trying to get rid from him...i really don't know why.. compare to my sister, i prefer to talk or chat with my mom rather to my dad.. but now, all things have change..when we become older and older, we'll find that each moment that we spent together is so beautiful in its own way...we'll try to cherish and treasure each moment that we had together.... that really makes a big difference - between old days and now .. things changed a lot.. and guess what, now i can tease him and sometimes make a fun with him... and he'll simply laugh or smile everytime we both (my sister and me) tease him with anything that we can...jahat giler anak2 dia dua org nih..:D
Kenapa kitaorg jadi mcm tu?? The reason is simple - ask yourself what life means to you? We never know what will happen to one of us tomorrow and the days coming. Like a friend-"aapitz" said in her blogs - Don't wait until the very last time to say what you what to say to your loved ones...
So, catch u later guys!
Cheers.. ;)
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
When mom's whispeR..
::19-04-05::
Last Sunday after fetching my sister from the Kajang train station, we went for a dinner together some where nearby the Bandar Baru Bangi area. While waiting for our food to be serve, as usual we’ve been talking and sharing some updates between both of us. One thing that’s really surprising me that night was when I’m asking how is our mom and dad was, and my sis said that they’re both “SICK”… Goshh!!!!
I’ve been idling for a moment. Speechless. The word “SICK” has shocked me for a while. I’m asking her why they’re not even say anything pun when I’m calling them? Sedangkan, I’ve been calling them about 3/4 times a weeks, and still they never say anything about it even though sometimes I felt there’s something wrong with their voices esp my dad. And guess what my sister said, they do not want their children being disturb or upset. Omigoshh…what was they’re thinking about? As the first child in the family, I should know if something goes wrong or etc… I have the right to know either they’re fine or not… :(
Based on the story that my sister told me, it’s not a normal sickness. It caused by someone. I don’t want to elaborate more on this because i don’t know the real situation. But lately, my dad found this animal called “ pelesit” inside our house. My dad had found it twice since we’re moving to that house. I think whose who’re malay people knows what is “pelesit” is all about…
Now, I can’t even focused on my jobs, my body are still here, but my mind and soul is somewhere else. Can’t stop thinking about them. I have request a day leave on Friday and plan to get back to my hometown this Wednesday night. Hopefully my boss will approve it. Really pray my application will be approve. The time now was very critical to me and to our unit because we have another “MAJOR” data migration and server relocation activities this Thursday. This is not the right time for me to apply for leave because the work loads was so heavy at the moment…..*sigh*...banyak betul dugaan yg menimpa saat-saat camni… byk2 bersabar je lah kilroy!! …That’s the only way I could remind myself not to regret on everything or anything that was happened or will be happened.
Nway, I’ll try to convince my boss, they can reach my mobile if they need anything while I’m away. That’s a promise. Because after the migration, they shall need me to verify all the applications etc… Verify through phone boleh ke boss? Hehehe..if not, get me one id lah, so that I can dial-up from home…tuh laa….sape suruh suspend my id, kan dah susah…hmm….kalau susah2 sgt..i’ll try to find the nearest service center once I get back to my home town if they need me to verify certain things… idea yg bernas gak tuh.. janji boleh balik kampung…hehe..
If my AL being approved, I think I’m gonna to take a night train because I’m still in the recovering process. Tak larat nak drive kereta.. Kalau lah boleh naik flight, kan best..cepat sket… : ( tak sabar rasanya nak jumpa both my parents… if and only if I have an ability to fly….Hmm....dah start mengarut lah tuh kilroy!! :P
Ok guys, I guess I’ll see u guys later…till then..
Sign off!
Last Sunday after fetching my sister from the Kajang train station, we went for a dinner together some where nearby the Bandar Baru Bangi area. While waiting for our food to be serve, as usual we’ve been talking and sharing some updates between both of us. One thing that’s really surprising me that night was when I’m asking how is our mom and dad was, and my sis said that they’re both “SICK”… Goshh!!!!
I’ve been idling for a moment. Speechless. The word “SICK” has shocked me for a while. I’m asking her why they’re not even say anything pun when I’m calling them? Sedangkan, I’ve been calling them about 3/4 times a weeks, and still they never say anything about it even though sometimes I felt there’s something wrong with their voices esp my dad. And guess what my sister said, they do not want their children being disturb or upset. Omigoshh…what was they’re thinking about? As the first child in the family, I should know if something goes wrong or etc… I have the right to know either they’re fine or not… :(
Based on the story that my sister told me, it’s not a normal sickness. It caused by someone. I don’t want to elaborate more on this because i don’t know the real situation. But lately, my dad found this animal called “ pelesit” inside our house. My dad had found it twice since we’re moving to that house. I think whose who’re malay people knows what is “pelesit” is all about…
Now, I can’t even focused on my jobs, my body are still here, but my mind and soul is somewhere else. Can’t stop thinking about them. I have request a day leave on Friday and plan to get back to my hometown this Wednesday night. Hopefully my boss will approve it. Really pray my application will be approve. The time now was very critical to me and to our unit because we have another “MAJOR” data migration and server relocation activities this Thursday. This is not the right time for me to apply for leave because the work loads was so heavy at the moment…..*sigh*...banyak betul dugaan yg menimpa saat-saat camni… byk2 bersabar je lah kilroy!! …That’s the only way I could remind myself not to regret on everything or anything that was happened or will be happened.
Nway, I’ll try to convince my boss, they can reach my mobile if they need anything while I’m away. That’s a promise. Because after the migration, they shall need me to verify all the applications etc… Verify through phone boleh ke boss? Hehehe..if not, get me one id lah, so that I can dial-up from home…tuh laa….sape suruh suspend my id, kan dah susah…hmm….kalau susah2 sgt..i’ll try to find the nearest service center once I get back to my home town if they need me to verify certain things… idea yg bernas gak tuh.. janji boleh balik kampung…hehe..
If my AL being approved, I think I’m gonna to take a night train because I’m still in the recovering process. Tak larat nak drive kereta.. Kalau lah boleh naik flight, kan best..cepat sket… : ( tak sabar rasanya nak jumpa both my parents… if and only if I have an ability to fly….Hmm....dah start mengarut lah tuh kilroy!! :P
Ok guys, I guess I’ll see u guys later…till then..
Sign off!
Monday, April 18, 2005
D' Lost TreasuRe..
::18-04-05::
I woke up early today - around 6am I guess. It’s all because I heard the sound of water falling at the bathroom floor early this morning. It’s quite weird for a while because usually, nobody is wake up at that point of time – 6am ok!! And what have been surprising me is it’s my room mate was in the bathroom.. damn!! what the hell is he’s doing there because knowing him, it was sooooo hard for him to wake up early in the morning everyday. If there’s a bomb drop pun, he’ll never wake up… that’s a lil bit about my roommate. Btw, I shall write about him later k! Hehe..
I decided to wakeup, once he’s out from the bathroom. Actually I woke up around 4am today. I went out from my house @ 6.50am and reach office around 7.30am. As usual on every Monday morning, a lot of things need to be check and sincerely, there’s no such thing as pleasure moment on Monday. I hate Monday!!!
Today, I need to prepare something to pass to the new trainee that currently attached @ my unit. Nanti boss bising plak, if I haven’t give her anything to do while she’s on the attachment period.. Hmm.. Pening gak nak soh budak trainee ni wat keja, xtau nak bagi kerja apa actually…lainlah kalau new staff ke, at least we know the knowledge transfer or etc will be use for a longer time and he/she will be there for a long period of time.. whatever it is, something needs to be pass to her at the end of the day.
Last Saturday, I went for treasure hunting from KL – Genting Highlands. It’s really an exciting journey – because I never went to Genting before, but it’s also makes me really exhausted at the end of the day. It takes one whole day to complete this treasure hunt. At the morning, we have this motor- hunt, and then around 4pm, we had a walk bunt at the indoor theme parks. On the night itself, we have to attend this Gala Night, just to get the answer of the last treasure hunt question. So, you can imagine how pack our time for this event. Nway, x menang pun treasure hunt tuh, and I just join it for just for fun plus this is the only way I can find myself a time for a short-break from my hectic-working world….
Yesterday, I picked up my sister @ Stesen Keretapi Kajang. She comes back from Kluang and she told me some bad news about my parents. Still can’t stop thinking about them till now. If and only if they can read this, I would say I’m really miss them so much.. : (
Aisey…Time’s up…Gonna to continue later.. Pax Out!
I woke up early today - around 6am I guess. It’s all because I heard the sound of water falling at the bathroom floor early this morning. It’s quite weird for a while because usually, nobody is wake up at that point of time – 6am ok!! And what have been surprising me is it’s my room mate was in the bathroom.. damn!! what the hell is he’s doing there because knowing him, it was sooooo hard for him to wake up early in the morning everyday. If there’s a bomb drop pun, he’ll never wake up… that’s a lil bit about my roommate. Btw, I shall write about him later k! Hehe..
I decided to wakeup, once he’s out from the bathroom. Actually I woke up around 4am today. I went out from my house @ 6.50am and reach office around 7.30am. As usual on every Monday morning, a lot of things need to be check and sincerely, there’s no such thing as pleasure moment on Monday. I hate Monday!!!
Today, I need to prepare something to pass to the new trainee that currently attached @ my unit. Nanti boss bising plak, if I haven’t give her anything to do while she’s on the attachment period.. Hmm.. Pening gak nak soh budak trainee ni wat keja, xtau nak bagi kerja apa actually…lainlah kalau new staff ke, at least we know the knowledge transfer or etc will be use for a longer time and he/she will be there for a long period of time.. whatever it is, something needs to be pass to her at the end of the day.
Last Saturday, I went for treasure hunting from KL – Genting Highlands. It’s really an exciting journey – because I never went to Genting before, but it’s also makes me really exhausted at the end of the day. It takes one whole day to complete this treasure hunt. At the morning, we have this motor- hunt, and then around 4pm, we had a walk bunt at the indoor theme parks. On the night itself, we have to attend this Gala Night, just to get the answer of the last treasure hunt question. So, you can imagine how pack our time for this event. Nway, x menang pun treasure hunt tuh, and I just join it for just for fun plus this is the only way I can find myself a time for a short-break from my hectic-working world….
Yesterday, I picked up my sister @ Stesen Keretapi Kajang. She comes back from Kluang and she told me some bad news about my parents. Still can’t stop thinking about them till now. If and only if they can read this, I would say I’m really miss them so much.. : (
Aisey…Time’s up…Gonna to continue later.. Pax Out!
Friday, April 15, 2005
a Confession..
::15-04-05::
It’s Friday and its 7.25pm already but I’m still in the office.
A long conversation with my superior that makes me stays back in the office till now. How many of u are really can have a conversation with their superior after office our? I mean u can talk or say about anything u want? Feel free and comfortable to share some thought or some stories with their boss?
I would consider myself is lucky to have a superior which is so nice and understanding. Even though we’re always tight up with a tight schedule or works everyday, but after office hour our usually we would spend about half an hours or more by just talking or sharing our thoughts or our past lives or about certain issues.. is that great? Or is it weird?
Previously, most of our stories or topics would consist of our childhood lives, school period, university days and sometimes on current lives. But today topic was quite hot and interesting though some of u may think that it is just a normal thing…Hummm... are u ready to hear what am I gonna to say after this? Hehe.. sure dah tak sabar2 aite? :D
Actually I’ve wrote about this things before but I never say anything about myself… It’s all about “smoking” !!!.. …Yes… you’re damn right if u might say it is just a common thing, but to some people it is not a common or normal thingy. I don’t know how its started but Yes..…I do smoking … don’t ask me why ….. it’s quite complicated..
That’s what my superior asked me today – face to face just to make sure either is it true I smoke?.. and the answer is : “Yes, boss, I do smoke..”.. she noticed a pack of cigarettes inside my pocket earlier ( a few months back she said) but haven’t had a chance to ask me.. because she said I didn’t look like a smoker at all.. and she can't believe that i smoke!!..
I agree when she said I don’t look like a smoker at all because not so many people that I knew knows I’m smoking.. want to know why?
The reason is simple:
1. I’m not a heavy smoker.
2. I can stop smoking whenever I like..whenever i want...
3. I only starts smoke when I’m really got serious issues in my life.
4. I don’t smoke in front of certain peoples in my life. Eg: my parents, relatives, some friends, childrens, babies, and women that I care most… why?? It is not because I’m afraid of or trying to hide it anyway….but it’s all due to the word “RESPECT”… I think u get what I mean…
5. Nway, I’m in the midst to stop smoking forever... Hopefully..
I'm always pray to God so that i can have a strength to fight and stop this bad habits and it’s been about 3 months without a single cigarette as at today - 15 April 2005.
But there’s always a bad impression for the smokers rite?? either he/she is a heavy or a social smoker. Once u’re a smoker, people always think u’re a bad people. But Hey!!!! please don’t judge the book by its cover. For me, it’s nothing wrong with it, nway it’s just a cigarette and not a “DRUGS” ok?? Unless I’m taking drugs, then only u can say it’s bad and really2 bad things i've done in my life...
I do know smoking is bad and not good for health. I do know the impact or the side effect if we smoke. It can cause lung cancer, heart attack and etc.. .i do know about all that stuff… but I do not know why am I smoking… its pretty complicated to explain…
But I do know how I start smoking? U may laugh if u want, but that’s leads me to this smoking world…. It’s all because of “L.O.V.E”…and yes, I can't stop if u wanna to say that I’m a stupid asshole if I start smoking because of that… and seriously that’s really happened to me...and i'm not proud of it...but nothing can change the history and memories remains forever. For 18 years I haven’t touch or smoke any cigarettes, but “L.O.V.E” leads me to this smoking world and changes everything including my perspective about this lives.. .....Nway, let it be a history of mine..
Oh well! Tomorrow, I’ll be out for treasure hunting to Genting..…Wish me luck eh! :D
So, c u guys after I get back. Till then. Have a lovely weekend dude!! ;)
Sign!
It’s Friday and its 7.25pm already but I’m still in the office.
A long conversation with my superior that makes me stays back in the office till now. How many of u are really can have a conversation with their superior after office our? I mean u can talk or say about anything u want? Feel free and comfortable to share some thought or some stories with their boss?
I would consider myself is lucky to have a superior which is so nice and understanding. Even though we’re always tight up with a tight schedule or works everyday, but after office hour our usually we would spend about half an hours or more by just talking or sharing our thoughts or our past lives or about certain issues.. is that great? Or is it weird?
Previously, most of our stories or topics would consist of our childhood lives, school period, university days and sometimes on current lives. But today topic was quite hot and interesting though some of u may think that it is just a normal thing…Hummm... are u ready to hear what am I gonna to say after this? Hehe.. sure dah tak sabar2 aite? :D
Actually I’ve wrote about this things before but I never say anything about myself… It’s all about “smoking” !!!.. …Yes… you’re damn right if u might say it is just a common thing, but to some people it is not a common or normal thingy. I don’t know how its started but Yes..…I do smoking … don’t ask me why ….. it’s quite complicated..
That’s what my superior asked me today – face to face just to make sure either is it true I smoke?.. and the answer is : “Yes, boss, I do smoke..”.. she noticed a pack of cigarettes inside my pocket earlier ( a few months back she said) but haven’t had a chance to ask me.. because she said I didn’t look like a smoker at all.. and she can't believe that i smoke!!..
I agree when she said I don’t look like a smoker at all because not so many people that I knew knows I’m smoking.. want to know why?
The reason is simple:
1. I’m not a heavy smoker.
2. I can stop smoking whenever I like..whenever i want...
3. I only starts smoke when I’m really got serious issues in my life.
4. I don’t smoke in front of certain peoples in my life. Eg: my parents, relatives, some friends, childrens, babies, and women that I care most… why?? It is not because I’m afraid of or trying to hide it anyway….but it’s all due to the word “RESPECT”… I think u get what I mean…
5. Nway, I’m in the midst to stop smoking forever... Hopefully..
I'm always pray to God so that i can have a strength to fight and stop this bad habits and it’s been about 3 months without a single cigarette as at today - 15 April 2005.
But there’s always a bad impression for the smokers rite?? either he/she is a heavy or a social smoker. Once u’re a smoker, people always think u’re a bad people. But Hey!!!! please don’t judge the book by its cover. For me, it’s nothing wrong with it, nway it’s just a cigarette and not a “DRUGS” ok?? Unless I’m taking drugs, then only u can say it’s bad and really2 bad things i've done in my life...
I do know smoking is bad and not good for health. I do know the impact or the side effect if we smoke. It can cause lung cancer, heart attack and etc.. .i do know about all that stuff… but I do not know why am I smoking… its pretty complicated to explain…
But I do know how I start smoking? U may laugh if u want, but that’s leads me to this smoking world…. It’s all because of “L.O.V.E”…and yes, I can't stop if u wanna to say that I’m a stupid asshole if I start smoking because of that… and seriously that’s really happened to me...and i'm not proud of it...but nothing can change the history and memories remains forever. For 18 years I haven’t touch or smoke any cigarettes, but “L.O.V.E” leads me to this smoking world and changes everything including my perspective about this lives.. .....Nway, let it be a history of mine..
Oh well! Tomorrow, I’ll be out for treasure hunting to Genting..…Wish me luck eh! :D
So, c u guys after I get back. Till then. Have a lovely weekend dude!! ;)
Sign!
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
a Tribute to "M"..
::13-06-04::
Firstly, I would like to express my high gratitude to M for being a such wonderful friend and housemate :D . If u all still remembered, I had written some blogs about M in my previous post, u may find the previous post here
Today is M’s birthday – 13th April 2005. So, u’re now 26 years old buddy!! So wake up!!! Hehe.. my only pray for u is moga2 dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki selalu…
Let me think what am I gonna to say about this guy huh? What do I knew about this “Muar” boy.. Hehe..
Basically, his name starts with “Q”, but sometimes I’ve been wondering how hell he get the middle name “M” huh? If I’m still remember, I met him during my Uni days where we’re at the same group – Group 4 at that time. He’s quite a shy guy for a moment, boleh dikategorikan sebagai Lelaki melayu terakhir la gak dulu, but now not ANYMORE… if u read this pal, u know what I mean.. hehe no offense aaaa..:P
Ermm…he used to have this Suzuki Gamma before, but now have been upgraded to Suzuki vs125 – hehe.. it’s a Scooter dude!!! :D Masa blaja dulu, i never get too close with him, because after our pre-u day, we’ve been split from the group.. I took engineering and he took IT courses. Just after we’ve been working and now living in the same roof , then only I get a chance to know him well…
“M” yg ku kenal… seorang lelaki gantenggg ( pinjam ayat indon sket..sbb mamat nih layan indon..) , macho ( hari2 masuk bilik angkat dumbbell.. hehe) tapi penuh misteri…Hahaha….giler ayat tak ingat punya!! :P He’s full of sensational stories.. especially bab kutuk mengutuk atau komen mengomen….boleh bagi kat dia lahhh…ade je idea dia… and gosshh!! My advise to all of you, don’t make him start gossiping.. once he starts…kalah pompuan ok!! Hehe.. Mamat nih minat giler tgk discovery channel ngan animal planet…sometimes tuh boleh duduk berjam-jam layan channel tuh… hehe..
Anyway, he’s one of penyeri suasana kat rumah tuh.. kalau dia takde, rumah tuh maybe sunyi sket kot…sbb yang lain semua buat hal masing2… and memang jarang2 ada kat rumah…especially my roommates…so, most of the time bila kat rumah, I spent a lot of time with “M” compare to others except on weekend… sbb weekend adalah family day for “M” ..Hehe.. ..susah2 ….kawin jek laa…..ini belum kawin pun dah macam org dah kawin jek….so better get married jek laaa…:P
Sempena birthday yg ke 26 nih, there’s only one thing I wanna to request from u my dear friend…… umur dah makin lanjut…so buang kan lah sket perasaan penakut ko tuh sket yer…..dah besar gajah dahh… c’mon laaa …hehe ;)
Btw, whatever it is, who ever you are or what ever u do….. I’ll always treasure my friendship with u mate!! Wish you all the best in your future endeavor and enjoy your happy day today…*wink*
Cheers!
Firstly, I would like to express my high gratitude to M for being a such wonderful friend and housemate :D . If u all still remembered, I had written some blogs about M in my previous post, u may find the previous post here
Today is M’s birthday – 13th April 2005. So, u’re now 26 years old buddy!! So wake up!!! Hehe.. my only pray for u is moga2 dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki selalu…
Let me think what am I gonna to say about this guy huh? What do I knew about this “Muar” boy.. Hehe..
Basically, his name starts with “Q”, but sometimes I’ve been wondering how hell he get the middle name “M” huh? If I’m still remember, I met him during my Uni days where we’re at the same group – Group 4 at that time. He’s quite a shy guy for a moment, boleh dikategorikan sebagai Lelaki melayu terakhir la gak dulu, but now not ANYMORE… if u read this pal, u know what I mean.. hehe no offense aaaa..:P
Ermm…he used to have this Suzuki Gamma before, but now have been upgraded to Suzuki vs125 – hehe.. it’s a Scooter dude!!! :D Masa blaja dulu, i never get too close with him, because after our pre-u day, we’ve been split from the group.. I took engineering and he took IT courses. Just after we’ve been working and now living in the same roof , then only I get a chance to know him well…
“M” yg ku kenal… seorang lelaki gantenggg ( pinjam ayat indon sket..sbb mamat nih layan indon..) , macho ( hari2 masuk bilik angkat dumbbell.. hehe) tapi penuh misteri…Hahaha….giler ayat tak ingat punya!! :P He’s full of sensational stories.. especially bab kutuk mengutuk atau komen mengomen….boleh bagi kat dia lahhh…ade je idea dia… and gosshh!! My advise to all of you, don’t make him start gossiping.. once he starts…kalah pompuan ok!! Hehe.. Mamat nih minat giler tgk discovery channel ngan animal planet…sometimes tuh boleh duduk berjam-jam layan channel tuh… hehe..
Anyway, he’s one of penyeri suasana kat rumah tuh.. kalau dia takde, rumah tuh maybe sunyi sket kot…sbb yang lain semua buat hal masing2… and memang jarang2 ada kat rumah…especially my roommates…so, most of the time bila kat rumah, I spent a lot of time with “M” compare to others except on weekend… sbb weekend adalah family day for “M” ..Hehe.. ..susah2 ….kawin jek laa…..ini belum kawin pun dah macam org dah kawin jek….so better get married jek laaa…:P
Sempena birthday yg ke 26 nih, there’s only one thing I wanna to request from u my dear friend…… umur dah makin lanjut…so buang kan lah sket perasaan penakut ko tuh sket yer…..dah besar gajah dahh… c’mon laaa …hehe ;)
Btw, whatever it is, who ever you are or what ever u do….. I’ll always treasure my friendship with u mate!! Wish you all the best in your future endeavor and enjoy your happy day today…*wink*
Cheers!
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Welcome to Alamanda..
::10-04-05::
--# i had to replace the topic, because i think the previous title was so long..hehe#--
M.O.R.N.I.N.G
Usually I wake up quite late on the weekend, but yesterday, I woke up around 6.30 am because I went for a jogging…weehuuu!!! :D I do remembered , last time I went for a jogging is during my Uni-day I guess.. Haha .. can’t you imagine?? It’s been a few years back…. quite a long time huh!! :D
Actually, I hate jogging very much.. and I specifically don’t know the reason why I always hate to jog . During past days, I’ll always try to escape any activities that involving jogging..Hehe.. But the weird thing is I could play other sports such as futsal/football/hockey etc or even if I had to climb up a hill or mountain, I’ll be ok with it, but to jog??…Nahhhhhhhhh….:D Always say never to jogging… Haha.. .But, yesterday , it was totally magical or should I say miracle?? :P How the hell I could wake up myself early in the morning and went for a jogging….Demnn!! What the hell I was thinking at that moment huh!! Hehehe..
Basically, early planning was to jog around our home area, but then last minute plan changes, so we decide to go to Bukit Jalil. There are 4 of us. Me, M, A and H. M drives us to Bukit Jalil. We reached Bukit Jalil about 7.15am, so, immediately we stretch out our body and start jogging. Bukan apa, kalau lambat2 nanti matahari dah naik, panas la pulak... ;)
After climb up the hills and jog 2 rounds around the lake, I had to stop. Tak larat beb!! Pancitt giler… :D Brape tahun tak jogging… plus it’s been ages since the last time I play futsal, if I’m not mistaken since last hari raya I’ve stop doing any kind of sports activities.. So, korang boleh imagine lah kan … :P then, after jogging we went for breakfast @ Sri Petaling.
A.F.T.E.R.N.O.O.N
Around 1.30pm we’re heading to Alamanda, Putrajaya. Goshh!! It’s been ages too since the last time I went to this mall. Actually, H want to buy a soccer boots at al-ikhsan sports store, so that makes us going there. Kalau tak, toksah harap lah.. hehe..
We reached Alamanda around 2.15pm. Drop by @ our friend shop , N and then heading to the food court. The food court not so bad though, just that it's just a small scale compare to MV or KLCC foodcourt. :D. I had nasi beriyani for lunch. The taste was not so bad, but it’s not so good as my dad’s beriyani..:D Makan kat mana2 pun, it’s still can’t compare with my mom and dad cooking!! Seriously I miss so much their cooking..:(
Right after lunch, we went to the sport store and window-shopping. For me, I just survey a new spectacles prices because I planned to change my specs at the end of this month.. hehe… after a few hours walking, we decide to lepak @ starbucks. Hmm.. short conclusion about alamanda is – It’s a nice place to hang out to those who are like less crowded places like me…:D but for shopping? Hmm.. I would say not so many outlets @ Alamanda compare to MV or KLCC, so less choices left for you to choose and pick. I don’t know about other stuff or "gurly" stuff to be specific..hahaha, but I do checking on particular stuff that is watches. After comparing the prices sell @ alamanda vs MV vs KLCC. MV is still the best. The reason is, let say @ alamanda the price worth RM1.5k, but @ KLCC and MV – the price worth about RM1.39k. But @ Mahkota Parade – I can get less than RM1k…Hehehe * wink**wink*..But it’s all up to you,it’s your money, your decision, the power to make a choice is yours…:D
N.I.G.H.T
Viewing and commentating on Chelsea vs Birmingham match @ Astro which end up Chelsea draw 1-1 with Birmingham…Hehe. Then, continue with my laundry which end up @ 1am. Only then, finally I get to sleep…Oh goshh… what a relief…:D
S-U-N-D-A-Y
As for today, I wake up @ 10am – (Subuh pun terlepas..Oh my gosshh! ). Then, siap2 and went to the office. I got some sms’ess last night saying that my system got problem. So need to verify and troubleshoot it immediately so that other process can continue running. Susah kerja camni, on Saturday and Sunday pun still have to work. For a moment, I wish I had other option dlm masa terdekat ni to change my current job to other job. Hopefully, there’s a better job offer for me out there in the near future... i've been demotivated sgt2 dah ni...hehehe
My sister just called me up. So, I think I shall update this blog later. I’m going to Bangi after this to visit her...Yeay!! So, i guess i see u guys soon! Till then.
Cheers!!
--# i had to replace the topic, because i think the previous title was so long..hehe#--
M.O.R.N.I.N.G
Usually I wake up quite late on the weekend, but yesterday, I woke up around 6.30 am because I went for a jogging…weehuuu!!! :D I do remembered , last time I went for a jogging is during my Uni-day I guess.. Haha .. can’t you imagine?? It’s been a few years back…. quite a long time huh!! :D
Actually, I hate jogging very much.. and I specifically don’t know the reason why I always hate to jog . During past days, I’ll always try to escape any activities that involving jogging..Hehe.. But the weird thing is I could play other sports such as futsal/football/hockey etc or even if I had to climb up a hill or mountain, I’ll be ok with it, but to jog??…Nahhhhhhhhh….:D Always say never to jogging… Haha.. .But, yesterday , it was totally magical or should I say miracle?? :P How the hell I could wake up myself early in the morning and went for a jogging….Demnn!! What the hell I was thinking at that moment huh!! Hehehe..
Basically, early planning was to jog around our home area, but then last minute plan changes, so we decide to go to Bukit Jalil. There are 4 of us. Me, M, A and H. M drives us to Bukit Jalil. We reached Bukit Jalil about 7.15am, so, immediately we stretch out our body and start jogging. Bukan apa, kalau lambat2 nanti matahari dah naik, panas la pulak... ;)
After climb up the hills and jog 2 rounds around the lake, I had to stop. Tak larat beb!! Pancitt giler… :D Brape tahun tak jogging… plus it’s been ages since the last time I play futsal, if I’m not mistaken since last hari raya I’ve stop doing any kind of sports activities.. So, korang boleh imagine lah kan … :P then, after jogging we went for breakfast @ Sri Petaling.
A.F.T.E.R.N.O.O.N
Around 1.30pm we’re heading to Alamanda, Putrajaya. Goshh!! It’s been ages too since the last time I went to this mall. Actually, H want to buy a soccer boots at al-ikhsan sports store, so that makes us going there. Kalau tak, toksah harap lah.. hehe..
We reached Alamanda around 2.15pm. Drop by @ our friend shop , N and then heading to the food court. The food court not so bad though, just that it's just a small scale compare to MV or KLCC foodcourt. :D. I had nasi beriyani for lunch. The taste was not so bad, but it’s not so good as my dad’s beriyani..:D Makan kat mana2 pun, it’s still can’t compare with my mom and dad cooking!! Seriously I miss so much their cooking..:(
Right after lunch, we went to the sport store and window-shopping. For me, I just survey a new spectacles prices because I planned to change my specs at the end of this month.. hehe… after a few hours walking, we decide to lepak @ starbucks. Hmm.. short conclusion about alamanda is – It’s a nice place to hang out to those who are like less crowded places like me…:D but for shopping? Hmm.. I would say not so many outlets @ Alamanda compare to MV or KLCC, so less choices left for you to choose and pick. I don’t know about other stuff or "gurly" stuff to be specific..hahaha, but I do checking on particular stuff that is watches. After comparing the prices sell @ alamanda vs MV vs KLCC. MV is still the best. The reason is, let say @ alamanda the price worth RM1.5k, but @ KLCC and MV – the price worth about RM1.39k. But @ Mahkota Parade – I can get less than RM1k…Hehehe * wink**wink*..But it’s all up to you,it’s your money, your decision, the power to make a choice is yours…:D
N.I.G.H.T
Viewing and commentating on Chelsea vs Birmingham match @ Astro which end up Chelsea draw 1-1 with Birmingham…Hehe. Then, continue with my laundry which end up @ 1am. Only then, finally I get to sleep…Oh goshh… what a relief…:D
S-U-N-D-A-Y
As for today, I wake up @ 10am – (Subuh pun terlepas..Oh my gosshh! ). Then, siap2 and went to the office. I got some sms’ess last night saying that my system got problem. So need to verify and troubleshoot it immediately so that other process can continue running. Susah kerja camni, on Saturday and Sunday pun still have to work. For a moment, I wish I had other option dlm masa terdekat ni to change my current job to other job. Hopefully, there’s a better job offer for me out there in the near future... i've been demotivated sgt2 dah ni...hehehe
My sister just called me up. So, I think I shall update this blog later. I’m going to Bangi after this to visit her...Yeay!! So, i guess i see u guys soon! Till then.
Cheers!!
Wednesday, April 6, 2005
Bandar KotaK..
::06-04-05::
It is 6.15am today when I look at the time this morning .. *sigh .. I need to wake up from my bed and immediately go to the bathroom. If not, I have to wait for my turn if MZ wake up and enter the bathroom first…. Haha….Guess what are we doing every morning? we’re always compete with each other whose is gonna to get into the bathroom first.. :D Sometimes, I feel silly about it but it makes me smile once a while when reminisce on what have we done each day…Ha ha ha.. Perangai macam budak2!!
Yesterday, not so much things happen. A friend sms’es me around 9 am, asking me either I want to have lunch with her or not? Straight away I check on my daily schedule.. and finally….oh damn!! I have shadowing slot with the AC guys… But, nevermind… I know what I have to do.. Hehe.. So, I replied back her sms and asking her where did she want to have a lunch that afternoon? Soon, she replied back.
F : KLCC or city square? Choose one.
Me : Hmm.. ane2 bole…:D
F : Centu bawah pokok je la. Hehe
Me : Ok gak. :P
F : nak makan apa?
Me : apa2 bole…iskk.. Okla, u choose one.. darby park or city square?
F : Bandar kotak!! Hehe
Me : Ok, c u @ bandar kotak. :P
F : Ok c u. Nanti calling2 bila sampai..
So, we end up the conversation and I continue with my work. Around 1:10pm, I met her at City Square, after managed to find a parking lot at the basement cark park.. It took me about 15 minutes to search around the car park to find a free parking space ok?? .. :(
Suddenly, my phone ringing.
Me : Halluu..
F : Where r u?
Me : jap..jap..stuck kat basement. Tader parking la.
F : nampak J*S tak? Hehe..
Me : nampak terselit.
F : Org dah sampai dah..
Me : Ok. Jap. I’ll call back later k!
F : ok
Fyi, I’m rarely go to the city square.. Berpusing2 nak cari tempat parking satu hal, nih nak carik tempat makan plak.. *sigh . Once I met her, she asking me “nak makan apa? Melayu ke tak?” Straight away, I smile and says “ Melayu”…
She smile and say “ OK, we go to this place. Come.” I don’t know how spontaneous I say “Melayu” to her at that time.. .Ha ha.. Maybe I don’t want her to “membebel” about choosing a place to go.. and dia pun tak banyak cakap seolah2 mcm dah paham dengan kerenah aku yg susah nak pilih tempat….Ha ha
By the way, what I want to stress it out here is, again... I had this kind of problem to choose the place or foods to eat… What to do huh?? :D
I had soto ayam for lunch and she get laksa johor. But then, she said the laksa is not so nice, but still habis gak dia makan...:P Kebuluran lah tuh.. Hehe...Then, I said to her " If u wanna to eat the best laksa in town, my mom is really good at it..." :D ..Maybe one day i can invite her to come over my house and ask my mom to cook laksa for her. Baru dia tau kehebatan Aunty Bad caner..and baru dia tau how marvellous my mom laksa tuh nanti... ;)
It’s been a while since the last time we met. So, there must be a lot of stuff to be catching up. Hehe.. among the stories that we’ve been discuss is about the tremors that hit Malaysia a few weeks back. What makes me smile on the stories is how hell she pack up her stuff just in case there’s something happened on that night...hehe.. Guess what things she packed up on that night huh?? we'll see..
1. purse – ok, considerable
2. keys – ok..
3. camera – erk…hmm
4. passport – erk..hmm
Err....If we think logically, nothing wrongs with the camera and passport but the only reason why she packed the camera and passport too is because she’ll be flying off to Australia for vacation this june. So, if anything happened, she still can be fly off to Australia she said. Boleh pakai tak reason tuh?? Hehe.. Sabo jek la…so, childdish!! hehehe.. and that makes a point why i can get along with her till now... :D Terhibur kadang2 tgk sifat childdish dia tuh...and that makes me comfortable with her all this while.Tapi jangan tgk time dia tgh angin.. ( Penah ke aku tgk dia time dia tgh angin eh?? ..hehehe) ... Menakutkan ok!!! ( nih dia yg citer dulu2 la..if i'm not mistaken.. :) )
We've been friend since our primary school lagi ok.. can u believe it? Klakar kadang2..where we can still keep in touch with our old schoolmate ( to be specific : standard 1 - primary schoolmate !!!..hahaha) . Nasib bukan kindergarten ker... :D
The moral of the story : sometimes when people becomes panic, a lot of things can happen .. hehehe… Sabo jek la..… >;)
It is 6.15am today when I look at the time this morning .. *sigh .. I need to wake up from my bed and immediately go to the bathroom. If not, I have to wait for my turn if MZ wake up and enter the bathroom first…. Haha….Guess what are we doing every morning? we’re always compete with each other whose is gonna to get into the bathroom first.. :D Sometimes, I feel silly about it but it makes me smile once a while when reminisce on what have we done each day…Ha ha ha.. Perangai macam budak2!!
Yesterday, not so much things happen. A friend sms’es me around 9 am, asking me either I want to have lunch with her or not? Straight away I check on my daily schedule.. and finally….oh damn!! I have shadowing slot with the AC guys… But, nevermind… I know what I have to do.. Hehe.. So, I replied back her sms and asking her where did she want to have a lunch that afternoon? Soon, she replied back.
F : KLCC or city square? Choose one.
Me : Hmm.. ane2 bole…:D
F : Centu bawah pokok je la. Hehe
Me : Ok gak. :P
F : nak makan apa?
Me : apa2 bole…iskk.. Okla, u choose one.. darby park or city square?
F : Bandar kotak!! Hehe
Me : Ok, c u @ bandar kotak. :P
F : Ok c u. Nanti calling2 bila sampai..
So, we end up the conversation and I continue with my work. Around 1:10pm, I met her at City Square, after managed to find a parking lot at the basement cark park.. It took me about 15 minutes to search around the car park to find a free parking space ok?? .. :(
Suddenly, my phone ringing.
Me : Halluu..
F : Where r u?
Me : jap..jap..stuck kat basement. Tader parking la.
F : nampak J*S tak? Hehe..
Me : nampak terselit.
F : Org dah sampai dah..
Me : Ok. Jap. I’ll call back later k!
F : ok
Fyi, I’m rarely go to the city square.. Berpusing2 nak cari tempat parking satu hal, nih nak carik tempat makan plak.. *sigh . Once I met her, she asking me “nak makan apa? Melayu ke tak?” Straight away, I smile and says “ Melayu”…
She smile and say “ OK, we go to this place. Come.” I don’t know how spontaneous I say “Melayu” to her at that time.. .Ha ha.. Maybe I don’t want her to “membebel” about choosing a place to go.. and dia pun tak banyak cakap seolah2 mcm dah paham dengan kerenah aku yg susah nak pilih tempat….Ha ha
By the way, what I want to stress it out here is, again... I had this kind of problem to choose the place or foods to eat… What to do huh?? :D
I had soto ayam for lunch and she get laksa johor. But then, she said the laksa is not so nice, but still habis gak dia makan...:P Kebuluran lah tuh.. Hehe...Then, I said to her " If u wanna to eat the best laksa in town, my mom is really good at it..." :D ..Maybe one day i can invite her to come over my house and ask my mom to cook laksa for her. Baru dia tau kehebatan Aunty Bad caner..and baru dia tau how marvellous my mom laksa tuh nanti... ;)
It’s been a while since the last time we met. So, there must be a lot of stuff to be catching up. Hehe.. among the stories that we’ve been discuss is about the tremors that hit Malaysia a few weeks back. What makes me smile on the stories is how hell she pack up her stuff just in case there’s something happened on that night...hehe.. Guess what things she packed up on that night huh?? we'll see..
1. purse – ok, considerable
2. keys – ok..
3. camera – erk…hmm
4. passport – erk..hmm
Err....If we think logically, nothing wrongs with the camera and passport but the only reason why she packed the camera and passport too is because she’ll be flying off to Australia for vacation this june. So, if anything happened, she still can be fly off to Australia she said. Boleh pakai tak reason tuh?? Hehe.. Sabo jek la…so, childdish!! hehehe.. and that makes a point why i can get along with her till now... :D Terhibur kadang2 tgk sifat childdish dia tuh...and that makes me comfortable with her all this while.Tapi jangan tgk time dia tgh angin.. ( Penah ke aku tgk dia time dia tgh angin eh?? ..hehehe) ... Menakutkan ok!!! ( nih dia yg citer dulu2 la..if i'm not mistaken.. :) )
We've been friend since our primary school lagi ok.. can u believe it? Klakar kadang2..where we can still keep in touch with our old schoolmate ( to be specific : standard 1 - primary schoolmate !!!..hahaha) . Nasib bukan kindergarten ker... :D
The moral of the story : sometimes when people becomes panic, a lot of things can happen .. hehehe… Sabo jek la..… >;)
Monday, April 4, 2005
a DaY to RemembeR..
::04-04-05::
Last weekend, I’ve been busy with my cousin’s wedding. Still feeling tired till today. What makes its an exciting event is both of my parents were coming to KL. After almost 2 months not seeing each other, finally I get to see my parents during the weekends...really2 miss my mom and dad eventhough i'm not saying words by words to them, but deep down inside my heart, i'm really love and miss them a lot. I’m unable to get back to my hometown due to I’d tight schedule. So, on Friday, I take a leave to sent my cousin for his “akad nikah”. Then on Sunday, the reception event is done at Cheras Sports Complex. So, my activities for weekends are FULL. :D
I’m not so closed with my cousin actually, but I’m quite closed with his mom’s a.k.a my Mak Long ( his mom is just like my mom already… Love you Mak Long! :D ) so that makes a good reason for me to contribute somethings on my cousin's wedding I guess. As she keeps worrying and saying that there's not so many people who can send her son to "akad nikah" event on friday because a lot of people are working on that day. So, i decided it's my responsibilities and the only gift I could give to Mak Long on her son’s wedding day by accompany her to her son's "akad nikah" events. Hopefully she would be happy and stop worrying about that... :)
Today, I wake up around 6.45am. Quite late though, but I’m still managed to get out from the house before 7.15am. So, fast huh?? Hehe..Lucky me, I’d iron my clothes last night.. :D
Today i have an appointment with a friend - MY . She decided to have a lunch at KLCC. Sharp 12.45pm she rang me up requested me to wait for her at the lobby. She picked me up at the lobby and then we heading to the KLCC straight away. I asked her to choose the place for lunch because I’m having this kind of problem in choosing a places and foods to eat every time I’m going out… Hehe.. Teruk kan? :D but what the heck.. just when it comes to food or a place to eat, I can’t even think anything about it…..I prefer go with the flow, that’s the best way :D..…
I’m not so choosy on what kind of place I want to eat, but as far as the place is neat and tidy and nonetheless the place must be hygiene, but more important thing is the food must be marvelous lah..hehe... I’ll be ok with it.If anyone want to bring me to warung or mamak stall also fine. I used to “lepak” at mamak stall or warung with a bunch of friends during my uni-days and even till today. So, no hassle about it. Just that some people, sometimes are not very comfy with this kind of place, which sometimes makes me wonder what’s wrong with that kind of places huh!? Oh well, I think I shouldn’t elaborate more on this…:P
KLCC and my office is a 5 minutes drive away. We decided to have lunch @ dome and guess what, she’s the one who ordered all the foods and drinks for both of us...giler kena torture makan arini but it is fine :D…and fyi, this is the first time i went out for lunch with her, percaya tak??...Hahaha.. Busy gile minah sorang nih...mengalahkan menteri ok!! hehehe...Basically, i never get to close with her before. Tak tau la camner kitaorg bleh kenal and jadi "geng" plak tiba2...fyi, "geng" is referring to "member" or "kawan" yer.. Gelak sakan dia hari when i said the word "geng"... Sabar jek la...:P But i got another words to tease her later...so just watch out gurl!!.... ;)
Actually, I seldomly take my lunch because I usually take heavy breakfast everyday when I came to the office. Plus with the workloads that never end, I’m rarely going out for lunch... Hahaha..Alasan!! Btw, what makes me feel so small in this world is the way she’s laughing at me while ordering the foods. Tapi tak kisah la because I’m totally out of ideas of what am I gonna to order when I’m looking to the menu’s. Org kampung like me, slalu makan nasik jek, mana ler reti makan benda2 pelik cam pasta ..or lasagna etc….memang tak reti ok? dulu2 pun i just tgk jek org makan ok..:P and one thing i wanna to share with you guys is I can’t even remember what kind of drinks that I had ..hehehe....weird huh??..hahaha... but what the heck! bior je laa... Actually the story starts like this… I’m ordered iced lemon tea at first, but then she said teh o limau ais, anywhere ada ? so, she decided to order for me this ribena + sprite drinks… which is what I do remember a lil bit of the name is cranberries apa ntah…..hehehe…
For a moment I feel like mcm org kampung sesangat. I never feel the way that I feel it just now… I’m not blaming her for laughing at me, it is not her fault anyway… seriously it's not her fault...It's my fault because I’m too naïve on that stuff….so, what to do….that’s what I am…i'm proud to be who i am.... btw, i'm true malay...that's what my mom always called me... one day without a rice is sooo incomplete ok!!!....:D
It is not that I never went to dome or any fancy food restaurants at the klcc before. I used to go to that place before but never ordered makanan yg pelik2 mcm tuh… I just ordered things or foods that I always eat or to be specific comfortable with… because I hardly try new things especially foods yang boleh dikategorikan makanan yg pelik2 nih…hehehe… I mean out of selera anak melayu like me… but today I’ve learnt something, it has never been wrong to try it anyway.
While munching our foods and talking about friends that both of us knew quite well, stories about N got engaged a few weeks ago, L and A also got engaged finally after a lot of stories/gossip being heard for a while, then it comes to some extent where I’m became the main subject of our talks…Goshh!! Terkedu gak for a while…I don’t know how it started, but I do remember she asking me did I attend to my-ex wedding day. I said I’m not coming because I went back to Singapore the day she got married. Then, after idling for a moment, again she stories about some stories about the past and again asking me is that the caused I broke up with my ex previously. It takes me a deep breathe before I answered her question and I said whatever I said is going to be end at that moment only and just between me and her only. Nothing more nothing less.Well, before this, she’s just assuming what is actaully happened before but after I story a lil’ bit she said she actually knows what the actual story is because she coming from a girl school. Basically she said, it takes 2 to tango.. and yup!and I’m totally agree with her view. It's really hard for me to reminisce back all the things that had past and history. Moving forward, life must goes on rite?? But i'm quite shocked after 5-6 years, for the 1st time i heard it is still same as before. The problem never resolved...Oh goshh!! I’m just hoping that she would make a wise decision one fine day and live happily ever after…That's my pray for her.
“When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us” ...
Last weekend, I’ve been busy with my cousin’s wedding. Still feeling tired till today. What makes its an exciting event is both of my parents were coming to KL. After almost 2 months not seeing each other, finally I get to see my parents during the weekends...really2 miss my mom and dad eventhough i'm not saying words by words to them, but deep down inside my heart, i'm really love and miss them a lot. I’m unable to get back to my hometown due to I’d tight schedule. So, on Friday, I take a leave to sent my cousin for his “akad nikah”. Then on Sunday, the reception event is done at Cheras Sports Complex. So, my activities for weekends are FULL. :D
I’m not so closed with my cousin actually, but I’m quite closed with his mom’s a.k.a my Mak Long ( his mom is just like my mom already… Love you Mak Long! :D ) so that makes a good reason for me to contribute somethings on my cousin's wedding I guess. As she keeps worrying and saying that there's not so many people who can send her son to "akad nikah" event on friday because a lot of people are working on that day. So, i decided it's my responsibilities and the only gift I could give to Mak Long on her son’s wedding day by accompany her to her son's "akad nikah" events. Hopefully she would be happy and stop worrying about that... :)
Today, I wake up around 6.45am. Quite late though, but I’m still managed to get out from the house before 7.15am. So, fast huh?? Hehe..Lucky me, I’d iron my clothes last night.. :D
Today i have an appointment with a friend - MY . She decided to have a lunch at KLCC. Sharp 12.45pm she rang me up requested me to wait for her at the lobby. She picked me up at the lobby and then we heading to the KLCC straight away. I asked her to choose the place for lunch because I’m having this kind of problem in choosing a places and foods to eat every time I’m going out… Hehe.. Teruk kan? :D but what the heck.. just when it comes to food or a place to eat, I can’t even think anything about it…..I prefer go with the flow, that’s the best way :D..…
I’m not so choosy on what kind of place I want to eat, but as far as the place is neat and tidy and nonetheless the place must be hygiene, but more important thing is the food must be marvelous lah..hehe... I’ll be ok with it.If anyone want to bring me to warung or mamak stall also fine. I used to “lepak” at mamak stall or warung with a bunch of friends during my uni-days and even till today. So, no hassle about it. Just that some people, sometimes are not very comfy with this kind of place, which sometimes makes me wonder what’s wrong with that kind of places huh!? Oh well, I think I shouldn’t elaborate more on this…:P
KLCC and my office is a 5 minutes drive away. We decided to have lunch @ dome and guess what, she’s the one who ordered all the foods and drinks for both of us...giler kena torture makan arini but it is fine :D…and fyi, this is the first time i went out for lunch with her, percaya tak??...Hahaha.. Busy gile minah sorang nih...mengalahkan menteri ok!! hehehe...Basically, i never get to close with her before. Tak tau la camner kitaorg bleh kenal and jadi "geng" plak tiba2...fyi, "geng" is referring to "member" or "kawan" yer.. Gelak sakan dia hari when i said the word "geng"... Sabar jek la...:P But i got another words to tease her later...so just watch out gurl!!.... ;)
Actually, I seldomly take my lunch because I usually take heavy breakfast everyday when I came to the office. Plus with the workloads that never end, I’m rarely going out for lunch... Hahaha..Alasan!! Btw, what makes me feel so small in this world is the way she’s laughing at me while ordering the foods. Tapi tak kisah la because I’m totally out of ideas of what am I gonna to order when I’m looking to the menu’s. Org kampung like me, slalu makan nasik jek, mana ler reti makan benda2 pelik cam pasta ..or lasagna etc….memang tak reti ok? dulu2 pun i just tgk jek org makan ok..:P and one thing i wanna to share with you guys is I can’t even remember what kind of drinks that I had ..hehehe....weird huh??..hahaha... but what the heck! bior je laa... Actually the story starts like this… I’m ordered iced lemon tea at first, but then she said teh o limau ais, anywhere ada ? so, she decided to order for me this ribena + sprite drinks… which is what I do remember a lil bit of the name is cranberries apa ntah…..hehehe…
For a moment I feel like mcm org kampung sesangat. I never feel the way that I feel it just now… I’m not blaming her for laughing at me, it is not her fault anyway… seriously it's not her fault...It's my fault because I’m too naïve on that stuff….so, what to do….that’s what I am…i'm proud to be who i am.... btw, i'm true malay...that's what my mom always called me... one day without a rice is sooo incomplete ok!!!....:D
It is not that I never went to dome or any fancy food restaurants at the klcc before. I used to go to that place before but never ordered makanan yg pelik2 mcm tuh… I just ordered things or foods that I always eat or to be specific comfortable with… because I hardly try new things especially foods yang boleh dikategorikan makanan yg pelik2 nih…hehehe… I mean out of selera anak melayu like me… but today I’ve learnt something, it has never been wrong to try it anyway.
While munching our foods and talking about friends that both of us knew quite well, stories about N got engaged a few weeks ago, L and A also got engaged finally after a lot of stories/gossip being heard for a while, then it comes to some extent where I’m became the main subject of our talks…Goshh!! Terkedu gak for a while…I don’t know how it started, but I do remember she asking me did I attend to my-ex wedding day. I said I’m not coming because I went back to Singapore the day she got married. Then, after idling for a moment, again she stories about some stories about the past and again asking me is that the caused I broke up with my ex previously. It takes me a deep breathe before I answered her question and I said whatever I said is going to be end at that moment only and just between me and her only. Nothing more nothing less.Well, before this, she’s just assuming what is actaully happened before but after I story a lil’ bit she said she actually knows what the actual story is because she coming from a girl school. Basically she said, it takes 2 to tango.. and yup!and I’m totally agree with her view. It's really hard for me to reminisce back all the things that had past and history. Moving forward, life must goes on rite?? But i'm quite shocked after 5-6 years, for the 1st time i heard it is still same as before. The problem never resolved...Oh goshh!! I’m just hoping that she would make a wise decision one fine day and live happily ever after…That's my pray for her.
“When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us” ...
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