Thursday, July 20, 2006

Down to Love ...

::20-07-06::

..:Sha:..

"Love"......a word so small... yet so large in feeling... a word filled with emotion. It is true great things come in small packages. Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed... it is a constant book always written... waiting to be read and enjoyed...

It all started so innocently... We met as strangers and thrown together by fate...But, somehow... somewhere... you has enriched and enlighten my life eventhough I have only know you for a short while... I never been so easily fallen in love with somebody before...is this what we called love at the first sight?

The first time i saw you.. I knew it was true that I'd fallen in love with you and that's what i'll do... you don't know what you've done to me, you don't have a clue... you don't know what it's like to be me looking at you and thinking of you every single seconds, every single minutes and every single hours...

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost...though i just knowing you for a while...but if living life would mean loving you for the rest of my life, I would take the chance..
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly..

They say it takes a minute for find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them...

- KilroY-

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

I'm sicKK??

Yes, it is for real..i’m really sick and now on medication..
But don’t worry ..it’s not so severe…just in the early stage…
Anyway, it is all happened to my knowledge when I went for a full medical check-up last wednesday. Remember that I told u about this year will be my training year on my previous entry..... but now I guess, it will NOT happen...…due to my sickness..

Actually I’d been appointed to go for one training in Japan on late of august this year....for 2 weeks ..but now I have to cancel it because of my health condition not permitting me to go abroad.. ohhh well! Takde rezeki kot….maybe next year. The training was about IP Networking thingy…hahah..and luckily I don’t go because it is so very technical…
Though I came from the engineering background but ..i had left the technical thingy that I’d learnt for more than 4 years.. and now I can’t remember exactly any single thing on networking unless I do revision back….hehe

Oh yeah..the training place was in Fukuoka, Japan…anyone here have gone there? For me, I never left this country for 27 years ..meaning to say…since birth I never go out from this country…hahah…pity me!! So, I found that it must be interesting if I go for Japan this time but with a lil’ bit sense of fear cause it will be my first time… but some how, I always believes that there is always a “hikmah” if I don’t go now… so, wait for next year perhaps…

Hmm.. I’m sure everyone will keep on asking if I don’t ever mention what my sickness is it? Well, I’d went for blood test and x-ray examination and the specialist (not a normal M.D..so should I believe it or not?? ) told me that I got pneumonia .. there’s some viral infection in my chest… so, now I’m just hoping that I will recover soon with all the medication plus antibiotics that the doctor had given to me.. ..InsyaAllah. Stop talking about the sickness, life must goes on aite? So, today I have a few list of jobs need to be settle by the end of the day… so I guess we will meet again in the next episode.. till then. Cheers!!

p/s: I’ll try to put the story on DPA someday.. just wait n see.. :)

Tuesday, July 4, 2006

i'm back!!

hello people!

at first, i don't know how to start and where shud i start..anyway, let me start this blog with few updates as i've been away from blogging world for a long time...

hmm,well .. i'm back to my ministry and being posted to my previous unit before i left for DPA.. there's a lot of things that i need to catch up as i've been away from office for 6 months!! phew!! 6 months sound very long and timely... but when am looking back what i'd gone thru for this 6 months.. i felt..why the time flies so fast meh?? nway, since the 1st day i report back for duty, i'd been given a few task as a "warm-up" session.. huh?? next two days will be a big day for me, because i had to organize one meeting that will be attended by a few SUB's or TKSU's from other ministries and i have to do it alone. my collegues now in china went for training 1 week. so, there's only me and my KPSU's. Minister will be given shortnotes on the meeting itself, so a lot of things need to be settle out by tomorrow...sigh!

However, i received some news from my SUB's this morning and it shocked me a lot!! .. i don't know to classify it as a good news or bad news... the news are "my name has been proposed to go out for another training again..." this year, will be my training year i guess.. hmmm...

before i proceed further, i guess i shud stop here coz it's now 6.11 pm and i haven't do my asr' prayer..so guys, c ya again soon yeh! till then..cauuu cinnn cauu..