Open a New Leaf

3 more days we will officially enter a new year 2006 and I’m sure there’s a lot of things happened to us along this year. While some of us have start their year end plan or vacation to somewhere else, some are still here stuck in the office doing normal job as usual. Like past year, every time we reach New Year, most of us will put new resolution for that year.

So here I am, sitting in from of my PC, thinking ahead of what am I suppose to plan for next year. There’s so much unexpected things happened to me this year and I don’t want to make a list of it by putting all the details on this blog.

This coming New Year, I wish to have a simple and joyful life. I shall be concentrating on my studies for the next 6 months, so I don’t want to feel pressure on it. After grad on 2001 till now, it’s really a long-long break. I can’t imagine that I’m now back to school again. Go to classes , attend lectures , doing assignment, prepare project paper, presentation ..bla..blaa…is that really great??? Hahaha…yeahhh right!! You’re absolutely right… I don’t know either my tiny brain still working or not….Hopefully it’s working…because if it is not… and that’s it….i’m really in the big trouble dude!!

In 2005, I’d learnt and gained a lot of new experiences and ideas…meet new friends outside there or either in this borderless blogging world …. Some in a while, I miss all the day when I’m still doing all the technical stuff…but life must goes on and in life; we need a transition from one phase to another… and I am really thank to Al-Mighty for smoothing all the process and path for me to what I am now… and I’m always accept the fate.. Everything happened to us, it must be a reason… though sometimes it’s quite blurred.. but I believe this is what God had planned for me…

I’m not sure either I will keep on blogging again as usual after this, but I’ll try to allocate some of my time to blog and keep updated. Before I left, I just wanna wish Happy New Year to all the readers out there and stay keep in touch where ever you are.. Take care alrite! See you again in 2006… Cheers!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006

Tribute to a friend..

"Kau pernah ku fikirkan
kita berdua harungi suka duka zaman sebaya
bersama mengejar impian
menuju puncak yg kita impikan

ku begitu jua
sering terkenang kisah kita
jgnlah ia dipadamkan
ikatan..persahabatan

kita memendam rasa
tak mungkin ku lafazkan
kita cuba mendusta
tak pernah kufikirkan
kita tak mungkin terpisah
itulah janji yg pernah tercipta..

lupakan kisah duka..
kita cantum semula
rahsia yg pernah terbina
dua teman yg setia
jgnlah dipersia
segala terjalin indah
tak pernah kita menduga
biar takdir menentukan segalanya..."

Hey guys!! What’s up? I guess..i’ve been away from this blog for so longgg…how many month eh?? Sampaikan a friend of mine asked me what happened to me caused I’ve been silence so longgg..? : ) thanks for reminding me nad.. actually, there’s a lot of reason I’m not updating this blog as frequent as before.. and definitely the common reason is “busy”.. hehe.. how busy I am pun I can’t describe it…but I am busy lately …and today, baru lah rasa boleh releks sket…

I guess all of you keep on questioning on why I put the lyrics of a song up there aite? Hmm... It’s all because it reminds me to someone every time when I listening to the songs …it’s reminisce me to some unforgettable memories….. But it’s all been history by now…

It’s all happened a few weeks back when I did received a wedding invitation from her…I am really sorry because I can’t attend to her wedding… it’s not because I’m hating her so much….No.. No… I can’t hate her ...but well, i’m trying before to hate her but I can’t…( it’s hard for me to hate someone.. )…and the reason why I’m not going is because I’m feeling really-really weirdddd to attend to her wedding….to see her with her wedding’s dress with some other guy… can someone understand how I feel? *sigh*

For anyone who can just go and see someone that you’ve loved before married to someone else, I salute you..…. it might be ok when you’re going to your ex-wedding ceremony, but for me.. it’s definitely the only thing I will try to avoid it… Don’t ask me why, because I can’t give u a reason..…if you’re thinking that was the most unacceptable thing I ever done or not being professional enough…. I don’t bother u and what the heck btw?? … because everyone has their own opinion to think and say anything they like rite? :P

And today, I would like to dedicate this entry to her… someone that had step into my life… though we’re not meant to be together ….. I shall remember our “friendship” and all the memories we had till the rest of my life …..because from her, I’ve learnt a lot… from her I learnt to be patience….from her I learnt to compromise…from her I learnt what is love is all about… I wish her all the best in her future undertaking and may God bless her marriage and live happily ever after..

Love is something you will always feel. You will always be able to show the one you love just how much you care for them. But no matter how strong love is.. some part seems to fail.. I loved, I lost,I learned..