When mom's whispeR..

::19-04-05::

Last Sunday after fetching my sister from the Kajang train station, we went for a dinner together some where nearby the Bandar Baru Bangi area. While waiting for our food to be serve, as usual we’ve been talking and sharing some updates between both of us. One thing that’s really surprising me that night was when I’m asking how is our mom and dad was, and my sis said that they’re both “SICK”… Goshh!!!!

I’ve been idling for a moment. Speechless. The word “SICK” has shocked me for a while. I’m asking her why they’re not even say anything pun when I’m calling them? Sedangkan, I’ve been calling them about 3/4 times a weeks, and still they never say anything about it even though sometimes I felt there’s something wrong with their voices esp my dad. And guess what my sister said, they do not want their children being disturb or upset. Omigoshh…what was they’re thinking about? As the first child in the family, I should know if something goes wrong or etc… I have the right to know either they’re fine or not… :(

Based on the story that my sister told me, it’s not a normal sickness. It caused by someone. I don’t want to elaborate more on this because i don’t know the real situation. But lately, my dad found this animal called “ pelesit” inside our house. My dad had found it twice since we’re moving to that house. I think whose who’re malay people knows what is “pelesit” is all about…

Now, I can’t even focused on my jobs, my body are still here, but my mind and soul is somewhere else. Can’t stop thinking about them. I have request a day leave on Friday and plan to get back to my hometown this Wednesday night. Hopefully my boss will approve it. Really pray my application will be approve. The time now was very critical to me and to our unit because we have another “MAJOR” data migration and server relocation activities this Thursday. This is not the right time for me to apply for leave because the work loads was so heavy at the moment…..*sigh*...banyak betul dugaan yg menimpa saat-saat camni… byk2 bersabar je lah kilroy!! …That’s the only way I could remind myself not to regret on everything or anything that was happened or will be happened.

Nway, I’ll try to convince my boss, they can reach my mobile if they need anything while I’m away. That’s a promise. Because after the migration, they shall need me to verify all the applications etc… Verify through phone boleh ke boss? Hehehe..if not, get me one id lah, so that I can dial-up from home…tuh laa….sape suruh suspend my id, kan dah susah…hmm….kalau susah2 sgt..i’ll try to find the nearest service center once I get back to my home town if they need me to verify certain things… idea yg bernas gak tuh.. janji boleh balik kampung…hehe..

If my AL being approved, I think I’m gonna to take a night train because I’m still in the recovering process. Tak larat nak drive kereta.. Kalau lah boleh naik flight, kan best..cepat sket… : ( tak sabar rasanya nak jumpa both my parents… if and only if I have an ability to fly….Hmm....dah start mengarut lah tuh kilroy!! :P

Ok guys, I guess I’ll see u guys later…till then..

Sign off!