a DaY to RemembeR..

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Last weekend, I’ve been busy with my cousin’s wedding. Still feeling tired till today. What makes its an exciting event is both of my parents were coming to KL. After almost 2 months not seeing each other, finally I get to see my parents during the weekends...really2 miss my mom and dad eventhough i'm not saying words by words to them, but deep down inside my heart, i'm really love and miss them a lot. I’m unable to get back to my hometown due to I’d tight schedule. So, on Friday, I take a leave to sent my cousin for his “akad nikah”. Then on Sunday, the reception event is done at Cheras Sports Complex. So, my activities for weekends are FULL. :D

I’m not so closed with my cousin actually, but I’m quite closed with his mom’s a.k.a my Mak Long ( his mom is just like my mom already… Love you Mak Long! :D ) so that makes a good reason for me to contribute somethings on my cousin's wedding I guess. As she keeps worrying and saying that there's not so many people who can send her son to "akad nikah" event on friday because a lot of people are working on that day. So, i decided it's my responsibilities and the only gift I could give to Mak Long on her son’s wedding day by accompany her to her son's "akad nikah" events. Hopefully she would be happy and stop worrying about that... :)

Today, I wake up around 6.45am. Quite late though, but I’m still managed to get out from the house before 7.15am. So, fast huh?? Hehe..Lucky me, I’d iron my clothes last night.. :D
Today i have an appointment with a friend - MY . She decided to have a lunch at KLCC. Sharp 12.45pm she rang me up requested me to wait for her at the lobby. She picked me up at the lobby and then we heading to the KLCC straight away. I asked her to choose the place for lunch because I’m having this kind of problem in choosing a places and foods to eat every time I’m going out… Hehe.. Teruk kan? :D but what the heck.. just when it comes to food or a place to eat, I can’t even think anything about it…..I prefer go with the flow, that’s the best way :D..…

I’m not so choosy on what kind of place I want to eat, but as far as the place is neat and tidy and nonetheless the place must be hygiene, but more important thing is the food must be marvelous lah..hehe... I’ll be ok with it.If anyone want to bring me to warung or mamak stall also fine. I used to “lepak” at mamak stall or warung with a bunch of friends during my uni-days and even till today. So, no hassle about it. Just that some people, sometimes are not very comfy with this kind of place, which sometimes makes me wonder what’s wrong with that kind of places huh!? Oh well, I think I shouldn’t elaborate more on this…:P

KLCC and my office is a 5 minutes drive away. We decided to have lunch @ dome and guess what, she’s the one who ordered all the foods and drinks for both of us...giler kena torture makan arini but it is fine :D…and fyi, this is the first time i went out for lunch with her, percaya tak??...Hahaha.. Busy gile minah sorang nih...mengalahkan menteri ok!! hehehe...Basically, i never get to close with her before. Tak tau la camner kitaorg bleh kenal and jadi "geng" plak tiba2...fyi, "geng" is referring to "member" or "kawan" yer.. Gelak sakan dia hari when i said the word "geng"... Sabar jek la...:P But i got another words to tease her later...so just watch out gurl!!.... ;)

Actually, I seldomly take my lunch because I usually take heavy breakfast everyday when I came to the office. Plus with the workloads that never end, I’m rarely going out for lunch... Hahaha..Alasan!! Btw, what makes me feel so small in this world is the way she’s laughing at me while ordering the foods. Tapi tak kisah la because I’m totally out of ideas of what am I gonna to order when I’m looking to the menu’s. Org kampung like me, slalu makan nasik jek, mana ler reti makan benda2 pelik cam pasta ..or lasagna etc….memang tak reti ok? dulu2 pun i just tgk jek org makan ok..:P and one thing i wanna to share with you guys is I can’t even remember what kind of drinks that I had ..hehehe....weird huh??..hahaha... but what the heck! bior je laa... Actually the story starts like this… I’m ordered iced lemon tea at first, but then she said teh o limau ais, anywhere ada ? so, she decided to order for me this ribena + sprite drinks… which is what I do remember a lil bit of the name is cranberries apa ntah…..hehehe…

For a moment I feel like mcm org kampung sesangat. I never feel the way that I feel it just now… I’m not blaming her for laughing at me, it is not her fault anyway… seriously it's not her fault...It's my fault because I’m too naïve on that stuff….so, what to do….that’s what I am…i'm proud to be who i am.... btw, i'm true malay...that's what my mom always called me... one day without a rice is sooo incomplete ok!!!....:D

It is not that I never went to dome or any fancy food restaurants at the klcc before. I used to go to that place before but never ordered makanan yg pelik2 mcm tuh… I just ordered things or foods that I always eat or to be specific comfortable with… because I hardly try new things especially foods yang boleh dikategorikan makanan yg pelik2 nih…hehehe… I mean out of selera anak melayu like me… but today I’ve learnt something, it has never been wrong to try it anyway.

While munching our foods and talking about friends that both of us knew quite well, stories about N got engaged a few weeks ago, L and A also got engaged finally after a lot of stories/gossip being heard for a while, then it comes to some extent where I’m became the main subject of our talks…Goshh!! Terkedu gak for a while…I don’t know how it started, but I do remember she asking me did I attend to my-ex wedding day. I said I’m not coming because I went back to Singapore the day she got married. Then, after idling for a moment, again she stories about some stories about the past and again asking me is that the caused I broke up with my ex previously. It takes me a deep breathe before I answered her question and I said whatever I said is going to be end at that moment only and just between me and her only. Nothing more nothing less.Well, before this, she’s just assuming what is actaully happened before but after I story a lil’ bit she said she actually knows what the actual story is because she coming from a girl school. Basically she said, it takes 2 to tango.. and yup!and I’m totally agree with her view. It's really hard for me to reminisce back all the things that had past and history. Moving forward, life must goes on rite?? But i'm quite shocked after 5-6 years, for the 1st time i heard it is still same as before. The problem never resolved...Oh goshh!! I’m just hoping that she would make a wise decision one fine day and live happily ever after…That's my pray for her.

“When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us” ...