'What I Was Like' (* tagged by Nad..)

::10-09-05::

Perghh…dah lama tak online, tiba2 kena tagg dgn Nad dlm keadaan blur…but it was OK anyway.. ..lagipun I have no plan to write anything pun…though I’ve been away for a few days or weeks I guess, a lot of things happened in my life but still I have nothing to write on…no idea lah how to start it anyway….huhuhu… whatever it is, due to a request from a good friend, taknak lah hampakan permintaan sahabat yg sorang ni….so, here we goes my dear friend…I just put whatever crossed in my mind je lah ye…hehehe…haaa!! Baca..jgn tak baca.. :P

20 years ago : 1985 (I was 6)
hmm.. what can I reminisce was ..i’m a short black fat boy with a curly long hair. Hohoho..overrnye descriptionnn!! Hahah…. since I was kid, I am a quiet type of kid or an introvert type of person.. I used to play indoor rather than outdoor by that time… but I’m not a kind of yg jenis main solek2 or main masak2 ke…No wayy....please be noted ye! Takut nanti ade yg salah anggap plak kan… :P Well, how should I describe it eh? Ermm… I’m the kind who loves to play toys ( boy’s toy) but with my own way. How to say it eh???.. should I say I’ve been sooo creative and innovative during my old days..hahaha… ayat poyo giler!! btw, FYI, I used to play by myself with my own imagination… let me give some example lah ok?? .. hmm…to be short and simple…I used to play with small soldiers ( I had a lot of collections that time – plus its aircraft, tanker, etc etc…), small miniature car – (eg: hot wheels car, F1 car etc) , remote controlled car, lego and etc.
But please bear in mind , it is not that i’m not playing any kind of other kids out there like police sentry,galah panjang,lompat getah ( geezzz..LOL), batu seremban, etc… Cuma I’ve been exposed on that type of toys since I was a little kid. Maybe due to my kampung located at Singapore. So, to get those toys was very cheap at that point of time compare if we want to buy it in Malaysia. Because I do remembered, during that time our currency was in same values as Sing dollars. Plus, the toys are cheaper sell in S'pore compare to Malaysia. That’s why la, aku dapat merasa all sorts of toys during my kid days. Seriously, if you can buy a remote controlled car at 49.90 in Spore, but in Malaysia during that time it would cost you double the price in spore.Murah kan??

My circle of life during my kid's day was – morning : school day , evening : religious school, night : tuition class… standard lah kot dgn zaman budak2 lain I guess.. that was the primary activity until I reached 12 years old. By, 12, I moved to malacca, caused my parents worked as government servant. So, biasa lah berpindah-randah ni..kejap skolah sana..keja skolah sini...

10 years ago : 1995 (I was 16)
Leave MHS ( Malacca High School ) and continue my form 4 at MJSC, Muar. It’s totally weird (in the beginning), cause I went for a mix school again after 3 years in BOYS school. I have a lots of misscommunication with the girls but at the end of the day, it went alright... hehehe…
I had to admit that I’m not as nerd as someone might be thinking I am. I’m in the middle class between nerd and hyperactive student …so, in conclusion, kira wassatiyah lah kot…hahahha…but nahhh..i’m still introvert as what I am… talk less… but my favourite thing i'll always do until now was observing people…i like to observe people... ngehngehngeh…. Hmm...I never had monkey love (..but crush to someone tuh ade la jugak cuma I’m not expressing my feeling to them… coz my primary target was to complete my studies with flying colors…and Alhamdulillah..i’d achieved it….phew!! ). Like other people, I always spend time with my good and trusted friend, studying..chatting..complaining….criticising…..kutuking….and etc…hehehe… I prefer to stay at home playing PC games or electronic games rather than go outside , lepak tak tentu hala….but sometimes, ada gak keluar lepak minum with a few of my frens, main bowling ke or “tawaf” Mahkota Parade macam tawaf haji....Hehehe..

5 years ago : 2000 (I was 21)
Finish up my degree in MMU, Faculty of Engineering ( Multimedia Engineering). Still the simple and introvert type of person. Have a little social life but I was active in Outdoor during my Uni day. Frankly speaking, it was a tough year for me to complete my studies at that point of time. A lot of thngs happened during the years. My heart broken for the second time and this time it was totally broken into pieces Since then, my view or perspective to a person who so called “women” changed. Since that my heart was closed tightly. But lately, thank God..for opening my heart again and I’ll try to accept a women who’s trying to intercept my heart again…:P I wish if someone is meant for me at this point of time, biarlah dia seorang yang betul2 menyayangi dan boleh menerima diri ini seadanya…:P

3 years ago : 2002 (I was 23)
Working at telecommunications company, bonded with telekom scholar for the next 8 years of my life was really wonderful at first. I’ve start working with the telecommunication’s company since febuary 2002. working under IT department and deal with technical stuff for database and management reporting thingy was really amazing. There’s a lot of things I’ve learnt there. I come from an engineering background but end up in IT world. Can u imagine that?? From circuit theory to binary “1” and “0”. From zero knowledge about IT programming thingy to something by now, I guess it is not so bad. If we have an effort to learn, humble to anyone we deal with, ask for them to teach us in good manner, despite we’ve been place to anywhere in this world.. as a result, we still can survive at the end of the day and that’s for sure...

This year : 2005 (I am 26)
I had make a big decision ever in my life again. Today, I just complete my 10 days course at INTAN. Further more, I will undergo 6 months diploma course at INTAN Bukit Kiara, KL which will be starting in January 2006. Transition from private sector to civil service was absolutely a huge turn over for myself. Again my life has been reset back to zero again. I have to start it all over again. Sincerely, i have no regrets and i'm strongly think that i'm not choosing the wrong path or make a wrong decision... what i could say is, i can see the satisfaction and happiness that I look for all these while by joining the service. What i can see is the "paycheck" that i will get di akhirat kelak if we do it something with our full heart and sincerity by serving the nation and my beloved country. Whatever paths we take, whatever things we choose, the most important thing was our “nawaitu” and it must be right…rite? :)

Though I realized , the pay is lesser than what I ‘ve gotten in the telco’s company but my only intention was i wanna serve people as what both my parents did. That was only my primary intention. FYI, Both of my parents was in civil services and from my own observation, i could see their happiness and satisfaction while doing their job since I was kid...Walaupun kitaorg tak kaya or tak berharta sangat like anyone else, but we're really happy with our lives. Itulah yang dinamakan keberkatan hidup perhaps. Since then, i'm looking for something that i can contribute something to someone else. I never told or spoke to anyone about it before this But today i guess i should share it with all of you of why i made a decision to join the government service.

After a long discussion with both my parents, they said if i am really want to contribute something, they proposed me to join government ( because there's only one reason : we work for the “rakyat” ) . But to make this dream come true, I need to realize and rationalize it. I need to sacrifice a lot of things in term of gaji especially which is gaji private is not same as gaji org keja gomen and i must be better than both my parents did... and that is the condition they put on me if I’m ready to serve for the country. Finally, here I am, i'm choosing PTD for my new life, my new career. And this is also the answer, why I’ve been away for the past few weeks…bukan kena kidnap or apa2…don’t worry… I’m still here cuma I can’t be online as frequent as before..please don’t misunderstood what I means, I’m not saying that other job was not playing their role to contribute to the country or nation, for example like teachers pun menyumbang kepada negara jugak in term of pembangunan insan dan sumber manusia, but by servicing with government, I shall say that I can contribute directly to my nation and country in term of memperkemaskan lagi dasar2 yang sedia ada bagi kesejahteraan rakyat secara amnya....insyaAllah. and anyone or every each one of us will play their own roles in order to give something to their own beloved country at the end of the day.. either you’re in private or in government sector, we’ll have our own responsibility.. Cuma the only different was the roles, power and limitation that you had in order to drive the country to be a better place for living in future.

Next year : 2006 (I will be 27)
Not planning anything yet, but I’m looking forward to successfully complete my DPA course next year insyaAllah so that I can serve better with all the knowledge I would gain from the 6-month course. I am also looking for a right candidate ( ehem..ehem..ehem..) to be my long life partner latest by 28 yrs old…hahaha.. Poyo tahap dewa!! :P because, to build a strong marital institution, definitely need a good and strong relationship and mutual understanding from both party rite?

10 years from now : 2015 (I will be 36, InsyaAllah)
Hopefully, I’m happily married by then and have kids( maybe 2-3 kids by that time..hehe ). Still working in the government sector, serving my nation but don’t know where I will be post in future…. Apa2 pun, my intention only one – dapat “Berkhidmat Untuk Negara” selagi hayat dikandung badan and dapat melihat dan menyaksikan Malaysia menjadi negara maju by year 2020 - Insyaallah..

And now I'd like to TAG Yna and Anne pulak. hehehe…:P