Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Tribute to a friend..

"Kau pernah ku fikirkan
kita berdua harungi suka duka zaman sebaya
bersama mengejar impian
menuju puncak yg kita impikan

ku begitu jua
sering terkenang kisah kita
jgnlah ia dipadamkan
ikatan..persahabatan

kita memendam rasa
tak mungkin ku lafazkan
kita cuba mendusta
tak pernah kufikirkan
kita tak mungkin terpisah
itulah janji yg pernah tercipta..

lupakan kisah duka..
kita cantum semula
rahsia yg pernah terbina
dua teman yg setia
jgnlah dipersia
segala terjalin indah
tak pernah kita menduga
biar takdir menentukan segalanya..."


Hey guys!! What’s up? I guess..i’ve been away from this blog for so longgg…how many month eh?? Sampaikan a friend of mine asked me what happened to me caused I’ve been silence so longgg..? : ) thanks for reminding me nad.. actually, there’s a lot of reason I’m not updating this blog as frequent as before.. and definitely the common reason is “busy”.. hehe.. how busy I am pun I can’t describe it…but I am busy lately …and today, baru lah rasa boleh releks sket…

I guess all of you keep on questioning on why I put the lyrics of a song up there aite? Hmm... It’s all because it reminds me to someone every time when I listening to the songs …it’s reminisce me to some unforgettable memories….. But it’s all been history by now…

It’s all happened a few weeks back when I did received a wedding invitation from her…I am really sorry because I can’t attend to her wedding… it’s not because I’m hating her so much….No.. No… I can’t hate her ...but well, i’m trying before to hate her but I can’t…( it’s hard for me to hate someone.. )…and the reason why I’m not going is because I’m feeling really-really weirdddd to attend to her wedding….to see her with her wedding’s dress with some other guy… can someone understand how I feel? *sigh*

For anyone who can just go and see someone that you’ve loved before married to someone else, I salute you..…. it might be ok when you’re going to your ex-wedding ceremony, but for me.. it’s definitely the only thing I will try to avoid it… Don’t ask me why, because I can’t give u a reason..…if you’re thinking that was the most unacceptable thing I ever done or not being professional enough…. I don’t bother u and what the heck btw?? … because everyone has their own opinion to think and say anything they like rite? :P

And today, I would like to dedicate this entry to her… someone that had step into my life… though we’re not meant to be together ….. I shall remember our “friendship” and all the memories we had till the rest of my life …..because from her, I’ve learnt a lot… from her I learnt to be patience….from her I learnt to compromise…from her I learnt what is love is all about… I wish her all the best in her future undertaking and may God bless her marriage and live happily ever after..

Love is something you will always feel. You will always be able to show the one you love just how much you care for them. But no matter how strong love is.. some part seems to fail.. I loved, I lost,I learned..

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Lagu apa ni?