The Starts...

:: Thursday :: 24-02-05 ::

1. The amatuer...
Finally...my first blog in blogspot world...
Hmmm...weekend just around the corner, and i'm still dont have any plans yet.. my life is simply boring and dull..nothing much interesting happen..... owhh...somehow i wish i could lead my life to live even better from my current life cycle...but nahhhh.... i'm a lil bit lazy to even think bout it...and just let all this thingy go with its own flow....actually i'm not good in this world so called "journalism" or in this hi-tech digital world, they called it "blogging".....i prefer to read others blog's site rather than write sentences by sentences.....words by words.... .trying and thinking what should i write at the point of uncertain time..
Till when i would survive in this way...only GOD knows...

2. Experienced blogger huh???..
i used to have my own blog site before..the reason why i'm start blogging previously is because of i'm trying polishing my english jargon and grammar... hahaha..what a good reason i had though...but suddenly it turns to be another way...and now i've been thinkin to shut it down as i prefer to stay low where nobody i knew ..know my existance...nobody i would knew, know about my life...and nobody i knew.. know about what i'm doing.... *sigh* am i doing a right thing? ..so i've been thinking to start a new blog site..and here i am!!...:) and now i'm trying to keep it low as i could...hopefully...:) ....sometimes in our live, it's better to be anonymous rather than being well-known.... hmmmmm....

3. Life @ Work ?
all this while, i've been living in this simple but hectic life...wake-up in the morning, perform subuh prayer and then preparing myself..get into office, having breakfast, then start working in front of my pc from 9am - 5 pm...but usually it take more than 5pm...sometimes..i take pleasure in it while i am really-really busy with my work as i could shut out the real world and being focus on certain things... but sometimes its lead me to boredom ...nahhh..typical situation i guess huh?? ?:)

4. Being a Student..
what i missed most of the times is my student life... i think everyone should be agree that being a student is the most wonderful life we ever had...eventhough we have to face an exams, assignments, classes, tutorial...but that's the finest and greatest moment i treasured a lot...nahhh...i missed that a lot... eventhough i'm always skip my class.. hehe..but it's normal am i??? ;)

5. Singleness..
Being a single leads me to some perspective in my current live.
and being single is so damn bored sometimes... but after all, it is not so bored... haha.. what am i saying huh?? hmm..anyway, i prefer it to be this way for the mean time... because i am not thinking to settle down in a near future... it's a long way to go dude... :) sincerely, marriage is totally a huge and big thingy in our life.... so i would prefer to be choosy in choosing who's gonna to be my long life-partner...i want both of us to have a chemistry...because i'm gonna to live and love her for the rest of my life...so it's not a wrong set of mind if i'm a lil' bit choosy am i? hehe..

6. Relationship..
i really have a bad experience in relationship..and this leads me to be more precaution everytime i tend to have a friendship/relationship with women..maybe i had this kind of trusting problem...but at least i'm not going to jump into a relationship if i'm not ready for it...i always believe if u love someone....let its go....if comes back...its yours....thats is how we know..

OK ppl..Finally.. i come to the stage where i don't know what else to write in my first ever blog in blogspot....we've reach the dead end...let me remind u again...dead end! huhu..mental blockage!!..
anyway, need to wrap up for lunch.....and thanks to those who stopping by...

chowing dude!