Tuesday, March 8, 2005

Road to No Where ..

::08-03-05::
# For a while, I’ve been thinking to change my current job and do a simpler job than now. Not that I don’t want to work at all, but I wish I could have a more relaxing job and less depression. But the most important thing is I enjoy what I’ve been working on, as I’m not really enjoyed on what I am doing now.

# Doing these technically sound stuff(programming thingy!!) , makes my life worst and misery. I’m not saying that I hate my current job. The only thing is I’m not enjoying what I’m doing now. I had this kind of intuition that i’m not born to do this kind of work i guess…what a ridiculous thinking huh!! Hmm….should I change my job or stay with my current job eh? But nowadays, the job market is quite tough though… that’s make me think twice and wise if I really-really want change my job, I have to take a risk by changing my current job…ahhh.. it’s really headache!!…headache!! Humm.. maybe I could change to other job that’s totally out of my scope…Huhuhu…such as being a drilling engineer/field engineer with oil and gas company. Nevertheless, I’ve been thinking to open up a small business at least, I can do all things on my own. But it’s really –really a big decision making that I need to do. Do I dare to do it? *sigh..

# For a while again, i think i would prefer to be the end-users, where by I would not bother what or how the system being developed etc etc . The only thing that I need to take into account is on the output of the system. That’s it! Believe it or not, being an end-user also give me an ownership to certain system where we could possibly maintain the system that we own and being more focus to one particular system and not so many system or source dependant.

# Oh ya! The best updates ever!! :D Finally, PS2 back at home. Phew! Nonetheless, there’s something that I can do instead of watching TV or playing the DVD’s. Thanks to M for bring it back. Weeehhuuuuu!!

# Nothing much happened yesterday, going home at 7pm, drop by to the nearest gerai/restaurant to “tapau” some food. Then heading to home. I arrived at my house almost 8pm, then rush to fulfill my maghrib prayer. Then, after completing my prayer, go for bath, then preparing for my dinner. It's a norm situation for a bachelor I guess. Fried an egg, then bring all the stuff to the main hall where the TV reside.. hehe.. some people might have some habit to eat their food while reading a newspaper or books but it’s my habit I guess to eat in front of television. Some people might say, it’s not a good manner to eat in front of TV. But, what the heck..:P

# Last but not least, "Happy Woman's Day" to all woman in this world :D.
# Ok., it’s time for continue my work. Lot of work still waiting at my desk! Got to go fella !!

# Cheers!

2 comments:

Aapitz said...

Just take it as positive way laaa dear..
Maner ader kerja yang senang rite...

Sometimes world seems unfair to us.... But who knows what's hide behind it for us....kalo tak dapat balasan kat dunia...kita dapat kat akhirat kan...

" When god close the door, it will open a window "

My 2 cent...ehehehhe

KilroY said...

Yup! You're so right..

Thanks! :)